Friday, May 6, 2011

Pictures from Wadi Rum

A couple of weekends back, we decided to do a girls trip to Wadi Rum. We spent the afternoon touring the desert in a jeep. We did some hiking and climbing and finished by watching the sunset over the desert. That evening we had a delicious bedouin dinner back at our camp before heading to bed. In the morning, we had breakfast before driving back to Amman. Highlight: the stars.
Wadi Rum Desert-scape

Our tents in Wadi Rum

The girls

KAS and OBL

I went in to the office (because I can say that I go into 'the office' now) to talk to the director about my hours and duties earlier this week. I was assigned my first project which I am very excited about. I will be organizing a roundtable conference on the Hariri tribunal... in Lebanon. Will I be going to the conference? Yes I will. In addition to organizing the conference, I will be working on co-authoring a couple articles with the director. I am looking forward to picking out a couple topics to research and write on. I am also excited about being able to organize this conference (not to mention travel to Lebanon). After the initial meeting with the director, I was pretty sell assured that I had made the right decision regarding which internship to take.

In other world news, Osama bin Laden's death has had a few interesting effects on life here- nothing extreme. I have had people ask me about my feelings about OBL's demise. Some people have just wanted to express their opinions. One woman that I now work with came to my desk to ask about my feelings and then tell me that she didn't really think OBL died and that it was a ploy of the US government. Peter and Adam (both British) expressed their shock at the joyous response of Americans. The KAS director (a German) was surprised to hear that OBL's death would boost President Obama's public opinion. He said: "that would never happen in Europe."An additional repercussion was the cancellation of both regional Fulbright research conferences. One was to be held in Amman the other in Rabat. Both were summarily cancelled due to a fear of retaliatory attacks against Americans.

I have to admit that I have found my own feelings on the issue to be somewhat nonsensical. My immediate reaction to the news was surprise and, I am embarrassed to say, happiness. I think that my happiness stemmed from my all too human desire for revenge for the 9/11 attacks. Rationally, however, I know that OBL's end is not an end to terrorism, extremism or hatred towards the United States. Bin Laden's death marks a symbolic victory, a morale boost, for the US, more than a strategic win. As many analysts have noted, Al Qaeda is much larger than Osama bin Laden and was organized to survive the death of OBL. And so it will.

Sunday, May 1, 2011

Internship Search

     I began my search for an internship a couple of weeks after my session at Qasid ended. I sent about a half dozen resumes and cover letters to various organizations operating in Amman. I received replies from the Amman Center for Human Rights Studies, Freedom House and Konrad-Adenauer-Stiftung (a German political foundation). I interviewed with all three organizations and was offered internships with all three. A couple of days after I interviewed with these three, I received a request for an interview from the Arab World Center for Democratic Development and Human Rights. I turned down the interview- mainly because I didn't think it would be as interesting as any of the others.
     I spent the majority of last week trying to decide between positions with Freedom House and KAS. The work with Freedom House sounded much less interesting. I would essentially be working as an assistant to one of the project managers doing menial work. With KAS, I would have the opportunity to write articles and potentially have a project assigned to me. Basically my dilemma came down to this: more interesting work and autonomy with KAS or generally boring work with the more notable Freedom House? Ok so there was another factor in mind- taxi fare. It adds up when it comes to an unpaid internship!
      My days of deliberation have produced this result: I am taking the position with KAS. Inshallah I will begin this week. I am anxious to work and to have a daily schedule. I am looking forward to researching and writing and being generally productive. I will post more on my internship after I have started.

Long Time...

Ok. I know it has been a long time since I have written a post. I have no excuse! So I am going to take the next couple of posts to give a few general life updates.

Teaching English

     About a month ago, a fellow Fulbrighter advertised a position teaching English to Iraqi refugees through the Jesuit Refugee Service. I was interested so I went with her to the school in Ashrafiya to check out the classes and meet the students. I decided to give it a whirl and try my hand at teaching. First, a little more background on the program. JRS offers afternoon classes in English, French and computer sciences for Iraqi refugees. The program runs buses to different parts of Amman to collect the students and bring them to the school building and then take them all back after the classes are over. Currently, there are about 200 students that attend the courses ranging in age from 10 to 60 years old. The classes run from 330pm to about 630pm Monday through Thursday (so that both Christians and Muslims can observe their holy days). I share the three English conversation classes with a British woman who teaches Mondays, my Fulbright friend who teaches both Tuesdays and Thursdays. I have Wednesdays.
     I have to admit that I was quite nervous the first day I taught. I had prepared a goal-setting and expectations exercise for the students. In retrospect, I am very glad I started with this activity. Essentially, I wanted to know what the students wanted me to teach them (having little idea where to begin myself). The three classes had similar requests: American slang, idiomatic expressions, synonyms, pronunciation, grammar and quizzes among other things. Since that first class, I have begun every class with 2 or 3 idiomatic expressions before diving into a discussion or group activity. So far, I have taught them expressions such as "same old, same old," "to lock horns," "basket-case," and "jack-of-all-trades." I intend to eventually teach them "muffin top" and "two shakes of a lamb's tail." I have found that some of the best activities for class are semi-controversial group discussions. They like to argue! As one of my students explained to me- "we all have an opinion!"
    After teaching for several weeks, I have a better handle on the class compositions and strengths and weaknesses of the students. My first class has only about 15 students. Most of them are between 40 and 50 years old. This first class is great to teach because of the size and because the students are all genuinely interested in learning and participating. My second class is slightly larger with about 20 students. Again, most of them are between the ages of 40 and 50. This class is the most advanced and enthusiastic about learning English. There are two men (one about 28 and the other about 40) who sit next to each other and consistently disagree about everything for comedic value rather than actual opposing views. This playful antagonism gets the rest of the class involved in the jokes and the "disagreements" which ultimately makes for a more enjoyable class. My third class is my most difficult. There are about 40 students in this class, most of whom are 22 years old or younger with more young men than women. The age range isn't a problem by itself. This is compounded by the low level of competence in the English language. Essentially, a large portion of the students should be in a beginner class rather than an conversation course. So, the students who don't understand sit in the back and cause problems. There have been a number of times where I have just stood silently waiting for the ruckus to stop before continuing. I have had a couple of instances with the young men. For example, one stopped me in the middle of class to say "teacher, you're pretty." Another time, a couple of boys stayed after class to ask to take my picture. Of course, I told them no and that this was an inappropriate request. Aside from these instances, my experience has been overwhelmingly positive. The students are, more often than not, enthusiastic, respectful and eager. It is surprisingly rewarding to hear a student use an idiom I taught them. They have endeared themselves to me. I fully intend on continuing on teaching there until I leave.
    Last week, I had a long discussion with the director of the program about placing students in their levels. Until now, the program has simply placed students into classes based on how the class schedule has worked out. This method has made my teaching experience much more difficult. I have to plan a class with multiple ability levels in mind. So, after talking with the director, we decided to administer a conversation placement evaluation. I developed some basic questions and a scale for evaluation for all of the teachers to use. So, last week I went to help with the placement exams for the incoming students- about 300! The process was much easier than I expected and made easier still with the help of the other teachers. My hope is that the classes for the next term will be more uniformly organized in terms of ability level.
    This week is my last week teaching this term. There is a graduate ceremony and picnic for all of the students that I am very excited for. I honestly never thought I would enjoy teaching this much. Future career? Nope- not that much fun.